Thankful

Just some of the things that i am thankful for in my life! You know with thanksgiving right around the corner it makes us think about what God has done for us and what we truly have to be thankful for. I know that i have plenty to be thankful for! I am thankful for:
1. Salvation
2. Family
3. Friends
4. job
5. health
6. Gods Love for us!
and much much more but that is just a few of the things that i am thankful for! You know it says in the Bible that we are to be thankful for ALL things even the things that are hard to deal with we still need to be thankful for them cause what does not kill us will only make us stronger! This is so true some things that you never feel like you will ever get through you do and they do make you stronger and i would not change those circumstances at all cause i grew through them all! I learned to be thankful for what i do have and not focus on what i dont have! well that is all for now i was just pondering thanksgiving and wanted to put down my thoughts!

Don't borrow worry!

I heard from a very Godly man he said dont borrow worry from the devil! That was such a awesome statement! If you are not careful it happens and you dont even know it that you are doing it! When you are worried and you dont know what you are worried about! The devil wants to steal your joy and peace that comes from God even in the hard times! You can have peace in the rough times! I know you can cause I did a lot of the time when my mom was sick we just leaned on him! Now it is hard sometimes and i have to tell my self christ is the same yesterday today and forever and he is always there and we have to trust him and give all our worries to him and know that he is in control of everything! I struggle with the fact that mom has some really bad days and i am there day in and day out and i feel like people dont understand the stress realated to that and worrying if i am there when she needs me! all the time I am worried and concerned and i never can get away from that! I dont want to be any where else i want to be with her and sometimes i just feel overwhelmed with all the responsibility! anyways enough of my whining! The Lord has been so good to us beyond what i can even describe! He is faithful and true to his word! I have to remember how faithful he is and how awesome he is! The Lord has really grown my faith in the last 10 months! He is so awesome! I love the Lord so much! He is so good!

Worried!!!=(

worried!!!



Well here i am agian with so much on my mind! I am worried about many different things and i know that i have to give it all to God and i want to! But it seems as though I do that and the Devil fills my thoughts with other doubts and fears and I dont want to feel like this anymore i just want to trust my Lord for everything and I don't want to worry about the future! Oh Lord help me to take one day at a time, I fear what is to come and I know that worrying does not change what the future holds and I know that God has a perfect will and I want that. But sometimes I worry how I will handle it! I know with Gods grace I will be fine and not because of who I am but who he is and how awesome he is! I struggle with missing my sister and wanting her to be here with me and mom and I know that God has given me the responsibility for a reason and I would not trade it for anything but sometimes i feel a bit overwhelmed. I have to learn to live for today and not two weeks from now or two years from now! anyways I am done rambling for now! Till the next time!


I also love the way i feel right after i get into Gods word and he just shows me that i can have peace and joy even in the midst of the storm! I think that God is truly amazing how he can calm you in the middle of the storm!

Well here i am again! I am feeling a bit overwhelmed but i know that God has everything under control! The doctor told mom today that he seen a very slight change in her mri and he thinks that it could very well be
scraing from the radiation and so i just have to trust God and not worry and give it all to him and know that he is in control! The Lord is so good and he will carry us through this valley! I am praying that God will continue to heal mom and not let her cancer grow anymore at all i hope that the Doctors are so amazed at how well she is doing and that he will allow her to be here for many years to come! Anyways i dont know what the future holds but Christ knows my future and if i can trust him with my eternity like i said before i can trust him with my life here on earth! well gotta go and if you are reading this please continue to pray for a miracle and that God would continue to heal her beyond what anyone can imagine!

The Lord is soooooo good!

Well here I am with my first blog! I have so much on my mind right now that i cant even begin to list it all but i know that i just have to give it all to the Lord i know that if i can trust him with my eternity then i can trust him with anything!
He is an amazing and awesome God and i could not live without him nor would I ever want to! He has brought me and my family through so much and I could not have done it on my own! especially this past 10 months WOW!!
Had i looked ahead and seen what was coming i would have freaked out but that just goes to show that Christ can bring you through anything and he does he is so true to his word!
Ilove the words of the poem Footprints in the Sand! Cause when times seem so hard and you feel like you can not take another step you don't have to cause Christ is there to carry you the rest of the way!
Just like we heard at a conference we were at in the last month. Just because you have had victory over one mountain does not mean the whole range is defeated. Just when you get through with one you will have another and another but Christ never leaves you! He is a faithful and true God and I love him sooo very much!